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EN: Sometimes it’s so difficult to express your every feeling in words. Throat is getting dry and it seems that there’s not enough air in order to fit all that deep sense that you want so desperately to put in these letters and sounds. And you talk-talk-talk… And you still know that this is not enough.

And you want to become so big and all-powerful to be able to embrace the whole world and to give. And even then it’s not enough. Not enough to explain how desperately the heart is beating in the chest when you hear a familiar, darling voice, how you are dying to be close when he feels bad, how the universe shrinks into the size of one single person… And it’s so amazing , so incredible. People write books about it and compose poems. But it can not be compared with the second, when you start feeling it with your skin already hardened over the years and troubles.

And I close my eyes and I say to no one:
” Thank you.
Thank to the stars for you. “

 

RU: Так непросто бывает выразить все, что чувствуешь, словами. Горло пересыхает, и как будто воздуха мало, чтобы уместить весь тот глубокий смысл, который так отчаянно хочется вложить в буквы-звуки. И ты говоришь-говоришь-говоришь… И все равно знаешь, что этого мало. И хочется стать такой огромной и всемогущей, чтобы смочь обнять весь мир и подарить. И даже тогда не хватит. Не хватит, чтобы объяснить как отчаянно бьется сердце от знакомого голоса, как до смерти хочется оказаться рядом, когда тебе плохо, как вселенная однажды сжимается до размеров одного человека. И это так удивительно, так невероятно. Об этом пишут книги и слагают стихи. Но и это не то в сравнении с той секундой, когда ты это начинаешь чувствовать своей, уже немного очерствевшей с годами и бедами, кожей. 

И я закрываю глаза и говорю в пустоту:
“Спасибо.
Спасибо звездам за тебя.”

 

IT: A volte è così difficile esprimere ogni sentimento nelle parole. La gola diventa secca e sembra che non ci sia abbastanza aria al fine di adattare tutto quel profondo senso che si vuole mettere in queste lettere e suoni così disperatamente. E si parla-parl-parla… E lo sai ancora che questo non è sufficiente. E vuoi diventare così grande e onnipotente per essere in grado di abbracciare tutto il mondo e regalarlo. E anche questo non è sufficiente. Non abbastanza per spiegare come il cuore batte disperatamente nel petto quando senti la voce cara, come stai morendo dalla voglia di essere vicino quando stai male, come l’universo si restringe nella dimensione di una sola persona… Ed è così incredibile, così bello. La gente scrive i libri su di esso e comporre le poesie. Ma questo non può essere confrontato con il secondo, quando inizi a sentirlo con la tua pelle già indurita nel corso degli anni e problemi.

E chiudo gli occhi e dico nel vuoto:
“Grazie.
Grazie alle stelle per te. ”

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